First Post

It's about a week before I'll know for sure if I'm really pregnant. I'm hoping I am. Not only because we are ready for another baby but because I've been so grouchy and moody. It would be great to have an excuse for my terrible behavior. I haven't had trouble sleeping though, as I was with Ana around this time. But, I have been hungry in the morning, which isn't typical.

I don't feel right and so it seems to me that I am pregnant. But, it has never been that easy for us and this is the first month we are actually trying to get pregnant. It took four months with Caleb, six with Baby #2, and six more for Ana. That actually doesn't seem like a very long time now, but at the time, it seemed like an eternity.

If I am pregnant, I'm sure I'll have lots of great stories to tell about my crazy emotional outbursts, like with Caleb. I held it together pretty well with Ana. I don't have any funny stories to tell yet though. I can only tell about the arguments Shane and I have been getting into about finding a house to buy. And about how I've been on the verge of tears a few times in the past few days because "This just isn't fun anymore!" and "You're not listening to me when I say I don't want to live in Carmel Valley!" and "We don't even want the same thing, so we should just give up now!".

And if you knew that we just recently got a realtor and haven't even looked at houses with her, you'd know how ridiculous that last argument is.

Oh man. I really hope I'm pregnant.